Hello. :D
My parents are assholes.
They ban me from comp and going out for the whole holidays.
WLAO LA. They siao la
Wake me up in the middle of the night to 'clear my room'.
== SIAO.
Then when I wake up, is grouchy de luhhs.
Then they scold me for being grouchy and ban me.
WTF RIGHT?
PISSED. DAMNPISSED. SUPERDUPERPISSED.
Feel like killing them la.
ALWAYS BULLY ME.
My brother do things worse than me and never even get scolded.
I even get scolded for 'comparing' me and that devil.
BIASED SHITFACES.
What kind of crap is this?

Horribly upset. He still doesn't reply me.
I asked CW to leave a message for him.
Ugh. I miss him so much.
Was trying to put a happy face on yesterday.
I think it worked.
Was thinking of him the whole day.
When my parents did that to me, I was still thinking about him.
I was hoping he would finally at least send me a message.
I should've known that only happened in fantasies.

I was shocked.
How did that stupid perv know someth happened to me?
He really understand me that well...?
I guess he can be sensitive at times bah.
But he'll still be that irritating perv most of the time.
I have to thank him then.
For being there for me even though I didn't tell him what happened.
Thanks for being the only one to notice.

I'm tired. Need to do Art photoshop now...
Got 1 hwk left (after finishing 3) and 5 projects.
STUPID SCHOOL.
Should just transfer to some lame school and slack.
Since I'm gonna die soon, what's the point in studying.
I don't mind being a failure at life.
I think I don't even mind if I die now.
Really.

En okay, BYEBYE <3!
--xtheBELOVED



I hope CW delivered the message.


Even if you don't reply, I hope you saw what I said to you at least.


I'm waiting for you.